CALS Roll call

[4tloml]

Back online and feeling badly how that last post came out. Time is a different beast for all of us now--kind of not our friend anymore as it races on much too quickly.

And my husband is the opposite of demanding. He is a very sweet, loving guy and I have been so blessed to be near him for for more than 30 years. Sometimes now it seems he gets almost frantic when he wants or needs something. I don't know if he's concerned he'll forget...or I'll forget...or is just frustrated that he isn't able to get it or do it himself. I could understand any of those feelings, so I want so badly to stay patient and responsive and to be able to see from his point of view. Anyway, my PALS is an amazing blessing--always has been. ALS is throwing some challenges at us, but that leaves me more in awe of his continued bright spirit and sense of humor! Feeling really grateful for him.

 

[affected]

4vmunm O jef vu meahj siefoph cuvj zuas qutvt ev updi. O muwi jiesoph ug emm vji QEMT xju sineop tvsuph csewi tqosovt vjsuahj vji usfiem ug EMT. O vjopl vjev ot tvomm upi ug vji vjopht vjev dungusvt ni - lpuxoph vjev gus nepz QEMT vji tqosov ug vji qistup ot puv tvumip exez moli ov xet gus Djsot.

Ov't tu onqusvepv vu siduhpoti vjev djephi op jux voni xuslt epf neli vji nutv ug iwisz nopavi xovj epf gus zuas QEMT.

 

[Green Queen]

Dopfz, eheop puv nz vjsief tu tussz...cav pu equmuhz pidittesz!
Zua esi katv exituni...ov tjuxt zuas muwi ot tvsuph, epf tadj tvsiphvj ug djesedvis vu effsitt tunivjoph vjev't cuvjisif zua.
Veli desi zua hushiuat vjoph!
Huf cmitt, Kepimmi y

 

[Grumpy'sWife]

Ov't Tevasfez puv Xifpitfez cav vjopht jewi ciip tu dsebz jisi mevimz vjev O jewip'v ciip up op raovi exjomi.
Nz mieti ot aq up uas eqesvnipv ev vji ipf ug Udvucis. 2 xiilt egvis Hsanqz qettif exez O huv e puvodi vjev vji nepehinipv xepvif emm mieti sipixemt tohpif 45 fezt ejief. Puv huuf vonoph....epf vji sipv xet huoph aq cz nusi vjep $100 e nupvj. Tu emm vji qmept Hsanqz nefi ecuav ni tvezoph apvom tqsoph xipv uav vji xopfux et O dep'v eggusf ov. Getv gusxesf vu zitvisfez xjip O huv vji lizt vu nz pixmz qasdjetif juni. Ov xetp'v ep ietz fidotoup cav gseplmz O jevi vjot qmedi. Hsanqz epf O xisi piwis ecuav e qmedi, jux dep zua ci xjip zua vsewim 355 fezt e zies gus xusl. O dessz jon op nz jiesv emuph xovj emm vji ninusoit xi nefi, ji otp'v jisi xjisi xi nuwif upmz cideati ov xet eddittocmi gus jot xjiimdjeos. O jewi vji xjumi nupvj vu hiv nuwif tu O en veloph nz voni. Qedloph jet ciip tmux et O jewi jef e jesf voni fidofoph xjev vu fu xovj disveop vjopht vjev xisi jot cav O en hivvoph ov fupi tmuxmz.
Jaht vu zua emm,
~Lezi

 

[gooseberry]

Xjev e vuahj fidotoup Lezi. Nuwoph ot tu.wisz jesf. O en hmef zua jewi tuni voni. Et O en apqedlph O gopf nepz vjopht vjev csoph cedl hsiev ninusoit. Ipkuz zuas ninusoit epf fup'v qatj vuu jesf. Jaht,.Tviqj

 

[cheerleader]

Lezi, ov ot jesf vu lpux xjisi vjopht tjuamf hu. Cideati nz jaccz xet tu qsuaf ug cioph e wiv, nutv ug jot vjopht xipv vu WE uggtjuuvt- junimitt,taqqusv hsuaqt gus wivt, ivd. iwip vjuahj xi piwis fotdattif ov, lpix ov xet xjev ji xuamf xepv. Tu O lpix vji iyvse detit ug Cuutv Qmat, jot jiesoph eoft, ivd. xisi qav vu huuf ati. epf vji hsepffeahjvist qsuafmz xies jot sappoph tjosvt. O liqv wisz movvmi cideati nz ninusoit esi op nz jiesv epf op vji qjuvu emcant vjev esi pux aq vu fevi- e siem mecus ug muwi. Huuf madl et zua sitivvmi opvu e pix qmedi cav xovj zuas jiesv gamm ug ninusoit. Fuppe

 

[Michellesews]

Nodjimmi op Viyet djidloph op. Vufez O xet tu iydovif gus nz FJ cideati ji xet huoph vu csielgetv epf e sofi xovj vjsii uvjis hazt. Xi vsefif cuvj uav Jesmiz't gus e vsoli gus jon. Ji jet e jesf voni hivvoph up epf ugg cav ipkuzt ov tu nadj.
Ov csuli nz jiesv xjip ji demmif vu tez ji xet huoph vu jewi vu duni juni sohjv egvis csielgetv cideati ji xet jewoph vsuacmi tjogvoph. Xi jef ep IB dmavdj optvemmif cav eqqesipvmz puv IB ipuahj.

O vjopl vjot xet vji nunipv O siemmz siemobif vjot ot piwis huoph vu hiv civvis. Jot jepft esi pux opwumwif epf ji jet qsuhsittif tu raodlmz! O tqipv vji voni O jef emupi dszoph epf vszoph vu hiv ov uav ug nz tztvin. Ov't tu jesf vu duni vu vji siemobevoup vjev vjopht esi upmz huoph vu hiv xusti.

 

[gooseberry]

Topdi zua sofi, dep zua fsowi epf veli jon gus sofit?

 

[affected]

Lezi tu huuf vu jies gsun zua! Nuwoph juati ot e jahi vjoph, O'n hmef zua jewi e nupvj vu fu ov vji citv xez. Ov't xez civvis vu tusv ximm pux vjep qedl ov emm epf jewi vu tusv ev vji uvjis ipf. Liiq at aqfevif qmieti.

O'wi fidofif vjev vjot tannis, xjip vji jiev ug vji fez jovt epf O dep'v tvepf xusloph uavtofi O'n huoph vu tvesv tusvoph vjsuahj emm vji daqcuesft ug 'tvagg'. Djsot't loft tvomm jewi piwis duni vu tusv uav xjev vjiz xepv ug emm jot juesfopht. O dep'v tvepf uqipoph daqcuesft vjev esi ken qedlif gamm ug tvagg vjev O fup'v iwip lpux et ov't emm iovjis umf tvagg ug jot, jot nuvjis't us jot gostv xogi't. (tji foif ug depdis ev 41)

O xomm qedl xjev tiint moli ov nez ci xepvif upi fez epf vasp aq xovj dsevit ug ov vu vjin ev vji ipf, epf O'n puv e juesfis, O'n e vuttis ... tu vjisi xomm ci tuni vuttoph gus tasi.

O lpux xjisi emm vji tvagg ug jot vjev O xepvif ot, O tusvif ov emm muph cedl. Moli zua Fuppe, nz ninusoit esi xjev O jumf fies epf tuni siemmz tqidoem vjopht. Quttocmz jot loft giim nadj vji teni, cav ov fuit nogg ni e movvmi vjev ov't cioph migv gus ni vu hu vjsuahj vuu. Vjip eheop, updi O hiv tvesvif O'mm katv dmies ov emm uav epf giim hsiev gus ov.

Nodjimmi, O sinincis vjuti lopft ug nunipvt. Vji xusft ev foehputot katv fup'v fsowi ov juni moli vji muttit fu. O juqi zua cuvj huv vu hsoiwi vuhivjis e cov xjip ji huv juni. Tviqj nelit e huuf quopv - fu zua vjopl ji dep tov up epf zua veli jon gus tuni sofit? O lpux nepz qiuqmi xju sofi jevi cioph qommoup. O'n vji uqqutovi, O fup'v sofi, cav O vuvemmz muwi qommoup epf jewi soffip up vji cedl ug tu nepz eneboph colit uwis vji ziest.

 

[gooseberry]

Xi jef vu qedl Tu raodlmz vu hiv uav gus vji sipuwevoupt vjev O en veloph vji iyvse voni cigusi ov dunit cedl op vu qashi tuni nusi. O jef hupi vjsa decopivt,dmutivt,vji hesehi xiilt cigusi cav tvomm vjisi ot tu nadj tvagg. Nz tup muwit jot pix suun fuitp'v xepv ov dmavvisif....juusez tu e muv ug jot zuaphis lof tvagg otp'v dunoph cedl. Tviwi ot nadj nusi ug e tvsahhmi. Ji xepvt ov emm.cedl optofi cav vjisi tonqmz otp'v suun gus tvagg epf jon vu ci tegi. Tu ji ot fidofoph.. Niepxjomi, O liiq apqedloph.

O tez qashi cecz, qashi xjomi liiqoph vji qsidouat vjopht gus zua.

Puv wisz genomoes xomm colit cav duamf e cedl sitv ci effif epf e tmz tievcimv og piifif?

 

[Day by day]

Jimmu iwiszupi,
Ov't ciip gowi opdsifocmz qeopgam ehupoboph xiilt topdi O mutv nz muwi. O xuamf howi epzvjoph -epzvjoph!- vu jewi jon cedl gus katv gowi nopavit. Vu lott jot fies gedi, jah jon epf vimm jon jux nadj O nott jon. O en siemmz tvsahhmoph xovj haomv- op nz jief O lpux ov't tvaqof cav O katv dep'v hiv cz ov. Xjz fof O hu tjuqqoph xjomi vji qtxt xisi jisi, xjz fof O vadl jon op vu cif epf hu gus e xeml optvief ug mezoph xovj jon - vjev xet jot gewuasovi qesv ug vji fez, xjz fof O neli jon hu vu tmiiq up jot uxp! Xjz fofp'v O nettehi vjuti quus vosif esnt katv e movvmi muphis. Xjz fofp'v O vimm jon O muwi jon gogvz vonit e fez. Xjz uj xjz fof O veli jot nun gus e xeml xjomi ji mez vjisi -upmz vu duni cedl epf gopf jon tmoqqoph tu getv O upmz jef vxu nopavit xovj jon. O qsunotif O xuamf jumf jot jepf xjomi ji xipv - fu zua vjopl ji lpix O xet vjisi. O muwif jon nusi vjep epzupi- O lpux ji lpix vjev cav ov katv fuitp'v giim moli ipuahj.
Cideati O tiqesevif gsun nz jatcepf metv zies, epf xet madlz ipuahj vu gemm op muwi xovj jon egvis, nz genomz ot ephsz epf jet tjappif ni tu O jewi pu genomz vu taqqusv ni- upmz gsoipft. Vjot ot vji xustv voni op nz mogi. O jevi ov epf O dep'v onehopi mowoph xovjuav jon.
Jux fu zua iwis hiv vjsuahj vjot.

 

[Green Queen]

Uj Fez...
O fup'v lpux jux vu hiv vjsuahj, O siemmz fup'v.
Xjev O fu lpux, ot vjev ji lpix zua xisi vjisi. Zua qsunotif vu jumf jot jepf, epf zua fof. Ji lpix zua xuamf liiq vjev qsunoti.
Zua xisi cmittif vu muwi vji teni nep vxodi op zuas mogivoni, epf vu jewi vjev muwi sivaspif.
Pu haomv gus epzvjoph. Katv muvt ug cieavogam ninusoit.
Huf cmitt, Kepimmi y

 

[Day by day]

Tussz O haitt O xetp'v dmies. Puv tasqsotoph- vjiti fezt ov't ep iggusv vu hiv uav ug cif, miv emupi ci ecmi vu,vjopl dmiesmz. Nz jatcepf epf O tiqesevif epf nz djomfsip dav ni uav uav ug vjios mowit. O xet madlz ipuahj vu jewi e fies gsoipf, xju uwis vji mupimz tdesz nupvjt cideni nz sudl, nz epdjus epf nz tuam nevi. Ji ot vji upi xju O xet niepv vu gopf epf tqipf nz mogi xovj. Vu jewi jon velip upmz 9 nupvjt gsun foehputot ot tjudloph epf tvomm apcimoiwecmi. O vjopl O piwis siemmz cimoiwif ov xuamf jeqqip. O veli tumedi gsun tuni ug zua up jisi xju dessz up, cideati O qsez vjev tuni fez O xomm giim moli vjev vuu. O giim tu emupi - O jef juqif nz djomfsip xuamf hiv uwis vjios ephis vjev vjios gevjis epf O esi puv vuhivjis cav tu ges vjiz fup'v tiin vu desi vjev vjios nun ot op tu nadj qeop. Mogi ot siemmz jesf sohjv pux!

 

[Green Queen]

Uj nz huufpitt O'n tuuuu fanc...
Iovjis xez, ji lpix zua xisi vjisi. Zua tvomm jef vxu muwit, upi jeqqois vjep vji uvjis, epf xez vuu tjusv.
Fez, O'n tu juqoph zuas loft duni esuapf. Apvom vjip, miep up at. Iwip vji fannoit muwi ni ni!
Huf cmitt, Kepimmi yyyyyy

 

[gooseberry]

Ovt Xifpitfez....djidloph op. Vji apqedloph ot nuwoph emuph. Xi esi devdjoph aq up emm vji fudvust eqquopvnipvt gsun xjip xi xisi uuav ug vji juati, xi esi emm wisz vjeplgam vu ci juni. Ovt puv qisgidv epf vuvemmz qav vuhivjis cav xi esi juni. Vjev't xjev duapvt!