Bbff
New member
- Joined
- Feb 29, 2024
- Messages
- 4
- Reason
- Learn about ALS
- Diagnosis
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- Country
- US
- State
- TX
I am 22 male.
Early January, one day my left leg felt weak thought it was from knee surgery so brushed it off .. the day after I noticed my arm and hand started feeling tingly weak. I started panicking as in my leg feeling was still there as well. Then started feeling like I couldn’t swallow. Went to hospital. They ran me for MS. I had an mri was emitted to hospital. The neuro came back and said my mri was suspicious for MS. Due to two small lesions touching ventricles. I lost it. I’ve always have had anxiety about heart, eyes. Anything really have had numerous test in the past.
Anyways, they ran mri of spine and neck all good. Followed up with a neuro. She did Ana test. All good but low normal vit D I was 30 and that’s the start of normal. That day after I went back to hospital my whole body was in burning pain it made it hard to walk. The neuro ordered a emg upper. I did that and she said I have mild carpel tunnel in one hand. and cubital tunnel in both elbows. And muscle spasm in bicep. She then ordered a spinal tap to try to reassure me I’m not dying. And a low spine mri .. I did spinal tap and waiting results. I saw another neurologist this week that the neuro from hospital referred me to. She wants to wait for spinal tap. And go over them she’s not even sure I have Ms. It’s just the lesions were their at make it “suspicious”..
Anyways since after getting out of hospital stay from first stay. I’ve had constant muscle twitches EVERYWHERE.
Left arm feels heavy so does my right at times. Both biceps burn. My thighs burn. And my legs feel weak and shaky. I can’t stop googling. I fear I have a neuro muscular disease or some disease that’s rapid and killing me. I have no family history of anything. Besides heart issues when older. And a few people with autoimmune like chrons, Alopecia and type 1 diabetes. I thought about just going to mental hospital I can’t stop crying and panicking. The minute I wake up I start thinking about symptoms same as the minute I’m going to bed. And throughout the day. I’m constantly checking for atrophy measuring etc. I barely eat since hospital I was 180 and now I’m 165. I’m just so scared. My family friends dad got diagnosed with MG and died within 4-5 years and he only stuck with one opinion. And he became severely disabled .. my dad passed Christmas of 2022 from throat cancer at 62. And I watched him go through hell for 2-3 years. Trach, feeding tube etc. I can’t imagine going through any tough debilitating illness or disease .. everyone who does is so damn strong and I admire every single one of yall.
Early January, one day my left leg felt weak thought it was from knee surgery so brushed it off .. the day after I noticed my arm and hand started feeling tingly weak. I started panicking as in my leg feeling was still there as well. Then started feeling like I couldn’t swallow. Went to hospital. They ran me for MS. I had an mri was emitted to hospital. The neuro came back and said my mri was suspicious for MS. Due to two small lesions touching ventricles. I lost it. I’ve always have had anxiety about heart, eyes. Anything really have had numerous test in the past.
Anyways, they ran mri of spine and neck all good. Followed up with a neuro. She did Ana test. All good but low normal vit D I was 30 and that’s the start of normal. That day after I went back to hospital my whole body was in burning pain it made it hard to walk. The neuro ordered a emg upper. I did that and she said I have mild carpel tunnel in one hand. and cubital tunnel in both elbows. And muscle spasm in bicep. She then ordered a spinal tap to try to reassure me I’m not dying. And a low spine mri .. I did spinal tap and waiting results. I saw another neurologist this week that the neuro from hospital referred me to. She wants to wait for spinal tap. And go over them she’s not even sure I have Ms. It’s just the lesions were their at make it “suspicious”..
Anyways since after getting out of hospital stay from first stay. I’ve had constant muscle twitches EVERYWHERE.
Left arm feels heavy so does my right at times. Both biceps burn. My thighs burn. And my legs feel weak and shaky. I can’t stop googling. I fear I have a neuro muscular disease or some disease that’s rapid and killing me. I have no family history of anything. Besides heart issues when older. And a few people with autoimmune like chrons, Alopecia and type 1 diabetes. I thought about just going to mental hospital I can’t stop crying and panicking. The minute I wake up I start thinking about symptoms same as the minute I’m going to bed. And throughout the day. I’m constantly checking for atrophy measuring etc. I barely eat since hospital I was 180 and now I’m 165. I’m just so scared. My family friends dad got diagnosed with MG and died within 4-5 years and he only stuck with one opinion. And he became severely disabled .. my dad passed Christmas of 2022 from throat cancer at 62. And I watched him go through hell for 2-3 years. Trach, feeding tube etc. I can’t imagine going through any tough debilitating illness or disease .. everyone who does is so damn strong and I admire every single one of yall.