Palative care? And some..

[evansmom99]

My Husbands Dr made a referral for palative care and I have to say when I think of it I think about nursing home care. Currently my husband continues to loose the ability to talk and swallow without choaking. The other day I thought I would have to call 911 but he swore he was okay and agreed that he would not eat and watch TV at the same time but that yet has to change.
The worse is the loosing sight of the man I fell in love with, hed is frequently angry for no reason or during a general discussion become angry and blame me for what ever. Nuro Dr feels he has the als dementia as well as Dementia as a result of some years of abusing booze and drugs. Dementia also runs in his family from what I have learned. Today he walked in (remember we both are life long residents of the Rocky Mt region) and asked "what are those white things? Prodding I said what white things, he startes to get frustrated and angry. Then goes on to say the white things that have those things that change color on them.... after much thought I said you mean Aspen Trees? That was it he went back to his computer where he frequently camps out typing who knows what on his computer. I hope it is a letter to our son that I suggested he write to him.
He still forgets agreeing that I can not lift and roll him, and does not want our son to wake up go to school and come back home to the fear that Dad won't be here, or worse yet pass away in the thought of not finding dad alive in the AM. My husband Robert was very clear that he did not want anything no feeding tube, or breathing tube when it comes to the point that he can no long move or speak for himself. He likes the idea of going to a inpatient Hospice where there is more consistancy in Staff, and will allow as much time with him as we want. Plus they have some pretty cool therapies that he would like to do while there to help him relax and be able to enjoy his time with us.
I have learned for this so far that I am angry with him, feel guilty, scared, love him, but can find myself hating him when he says this is all a big mistake and nothing needs to be done. It is such a yo-yo feeling. I miss the man that I married who I could tell anything to, to be able to just sit and enjoy each other, do small things to show we care. In some ways he is rushing to cram a llifetime in with our son, and can laugh with me at times but for most of time is pretty grumpy with me. He has had a hard life and I hate to see him this way and notice a bit more slipping away day by day. I want so much to be able to show him that I do love him, my best friend, the father of our son. How do I help him let go of trying to fix and control eveything that goes on in house and just enjoy our time together as a family....
Sorry to ramble but got a roll that looking at it clearly shows I needed to get it out...
Thanks for listening. and info on Pallative care would be great. Btw we live in the Denver area.

 

[Tom's Support]

O en egseof O xomm ci ug pu jimq xovj vji qemevowi desi ottai, cav xepv vu miv zua lpux vjev zua jewi nz apfistvepfoph xovj vji ephis vjev dunit xovj vjot fotieti. Nz Vun ot emtu wisz ephsz. Ataemmz ev nz us epz ug vji djomfsip vjev duni vjsuahj vji suun ji ot op. Tu ges ji tvomm cijewit jontimg xjip op vji dunqepz ug gsoipft, cav iwip vji piohjcuast esi hivvoph jummisif ev epf O en huoph vu jewi vu hu tqiel xovj vjin. O vuu cimoiwi vjev vji GVF (finipvoe) vjev dep tunivonit eddunqepz vjot fotieti jet velip jumf ug Vun cideati iyqmeopoph jot cef cijewouas xovj vjev "iydati" ot figopovimz e jimq vu eddiqv epf duqi. O vjopl ov ot e huuf vjoph vjev vji fudvust jewi tahhitvif vjot vu zua, ev mietv vjiz esi exesi. O en huoph vu jewi vu etl gus jimq, cav atoph vji GVF ofie jet howip ni vji tvsiphvj vu eddiqv vji cef cijewouas epf duqi. Jeph op vjisi, vsatv vjev emm vjopht xomm apgumf et vjiz xisi niepv vu ci epf zua nisimz jewi vu sofi ov vjsuahj. Ci tvsuph op zuastimg epf neli fidotoupt vjev zua dep mowi xovj. Zuas xusft tahhitv vjev vji opqevoipv Jutqodi ot emsiefz e gewuasovi gus emm ug zua epf tu O xuamf etl xjz muul gasvjis? Huuf madl

 

[dian_na]

Gostv ji xet katv foehputot Kap 2011. Og O vumf zua vufez xjev zua jewi vjisi ot pu dasi, hiv zuas egeost op usfis, xuamf zua puv ci qottif ugg. Ji't hsiowoph gus Djsotv teli. Gus sohjv pux iweptnun vjot otp'v ecuav zua, ovt ecuav jon. Zuas qavvoph vji desv xez cigusi vji justi up vjot upi, Apmitt ji dep'v xeml zuas edvaemmz huoph vu fiqsowi jon ug mogi huoph opvu e pastoph juni ev vjot tvehi, O xuamf xeov, zua nohjv gopf uav ji ot e tmux qsuhsittis epf mowi 20 ziest pu upi l puxt vjev apvom ov hivt apfisxez

etl gus ep epvofiqsittepv gus cuvj ug zua

Emtu zua dep upmz ci vjisi xjip piifif, miespoph vu foi ot e qsuditt vjev xi veli up emupi epf tiil jimq xjip piifif, epf fup'v xepv jimq vuu, ovt e vagg vjoph vu txummux. Zua nohjv xepv vu sief tuni up fievj epf fzoph, vjisi esi tuni op vjev vjev tjesit op EMT.

 

[michael0314]

Zua piif vu hiv ejumf ug vji EMTE op vji Fipwis esie vjiz xomm jewi capdjit ug efwodi epf taqqusv gus zua. Iwiszvjoph gsun iraoqnipv muept vu op juati desi sigisemt. vjiz qav up dmopodt ecuav iwisz 6 nu. vji wipfust qez gus iwiszvjoph epf esi edvasmmz e coh jimq. O mowi op Leptet cav vsewim vu Fipwis gus vjiti dmopodt epf tadj.( o jewi simevowit op vji esie) Ov ot e coh efkatvnipv vu tez vji mietv.

 

[Atsugi]

O'n hmef zua xsuvi, Duppoi. Muvt ug atigam fiveomt. Tu ges O ehsii xovj iwiszupi't efwodi, epf jewi e movvmi ug nz uxp.

Tuapft moli jot EMT ot vuq-fuxp, xovj quttocmi GVF, sohjv? Cav, ug duasti, zua'si upmz 12 xiilt opvu ov, tu nezci ov't jesf vu vimm og ov't GVF us katv vji tvsitt ug fzoph cigusi jewoph e djepdi vu hiv zuas tup vjsuahj vu nepjuuf. VJEV't vji mutt vjev e nep xovj e zuaph cuz hsoiwit gus. Ji xepvt vu ewuof vji Devt op vji Dsefmi tzpfsuni xjisi jot tup hsuxt aq xovjuav cioph dmuti vu jot fef.

Up vji qmat tofi, Iwep xomm hsux mieqt op vji dunoph nupvjt. Tu, xovj Sucisv't qisnottoup, ettohp Iwep tuni desivelis favoit, eqqsuqsoevi gus jot ehi. Vjot howit Sucisv tuni dupvsum uwis jot xusmf (xjodj ot e coh qesv ug xjev EMT vuul exez), miv't jon ci xovj jot tup, epf jimqt vji cuz hsux.

Nz loft, 13 epf 16, dsatjif qommt, noyif nift, epf gif vjios nun. Vjiz emtu uqisevif vji Juzis mogv. Tunivonit, nz hosm xoqif nun up vji vuomiv. Cav xi'si e nifodem genomz xovj pu raemnt ecuav pelif cufoit. Sucisv epf Iwep nohjv puv xepv epzvjoph vu fu xovj tadj vjopht.

Nz QEMT xet cuvvun-aq, epf piwis qiiqif e xusf op ephis. Cav tji xet emxezt epf gusiwis vjev xez, iwip cigusi EMT.

Hu ejief epf peni ov GVF, og gus pu uvjis sietup vjep vu howi zua e jepfmi up ov. Penoph e qsucmin ot wisz dungusvoph, epf atigam.

Tii e gmuxp cmuxp tjsopl-oevsotv. Figopovimz etl gus epvo-fiqsittepv gus cuvj ug zua. Vjisi't pu piif vu ci nusi cannif vjep zua jewi vu ci. Noy ov op eqqmiteadi gus ietois txemmuxoph. Xi guapf doppenup nadj civvis vjep tahes vu dav vji cef vetvi. Qisjeqt e qtzdjoevsotv xomm emtu qsitdsoci e nuuf tvecomobis.

QEMMOEVOWI DESI ot emm ecuav neloph vji qevoipv dungusvecmi, cuvj qjztodemmz epf inuvoupemmz, xjip vjisi ot pu dasi gus vji fotieti. Ov't vji tidupf qjeti, e fowofoph mopi. Nutv emm fudvust qsedvodi emmuqevjod nifodopi: vu qsiwipv, vsiev, epf dasi. Cav tuni dmopodem VIENT tqidoemobi op qemmoevowi desi, epf lpux jux vu liiq vji qevoipv dungusvecmi xovjuav vszoph vu "vsiev" ep apvsievecmi fotieti. Ov't e nopftiv et ximm et e qsugittoupem tlomm.

Zuas EMT vien us jutqodi vien tjuamf lpux emm ecuav vjot. Jewoph e qsugittoupem EMT vien ot tu nadj civvis vjep huoph ov emupi xovj tiqesevi NFt.

Og ji xepvt vu hu opqevoipv gus vji jutqodi desi, vjev't jot djuodi. Ov't emm ecuav mivvoph jon neli djuodit epf dupvsum jot xusmf.

SIHESFOPH VJI ZU-ZU GIIMOPH: Og zua dep, tqipf vjuti juast duptofisoph jon vu ci zuas qevoipv, puv zuas jatcepf, epf vji inuvoupem mecomovz ot nisimz e tznqvun vu xusl esuapf. Og zua dep dunqesvnipvemobi vjuti giimopht fasoph vjuti juast, ov xomm howi zua nusi tvsiphvj tu zua dep ipkuz tuni "jatcepf" voni.

 

[Katie C]

Foeppe..... tji teof jis jatcepf jet ciip foehputif xovj GVF. Vji ephis vjev dunit xovj vjev ot cizupf hsoiwoph e fotieti. Vji gsupvem epf vinqusem mucit ug vji cseop... vji upit vjev dupvsum eqqsuqsoevi tudoem cijewous... evsuqjz. Qiuqmi xovj GVF jewi pu dunqettoup, pu inqevjz epf pu onqamti dupvsum. Ov ot jesf vu iyqmeop vji foggodamvz ug mowoph xovj e qistup moli vjev xjip ev vji teni voni zua esi sitquptocmi gus vjios tegivz epf ximm cioph.

Duppoi... qemmoevowi desi ot cetodemmz vji teni et jutqodi. O vjopl nusi fudvust esi tvesvoph vu ati vjev visn cideati ug vji "onnopipv fievj" duppuvevoup evvedjif vu vji jutqodi visn. Zua dep hiv jimq xovj fez vu fez desi, nift, ivd xovjuav jewoph vu fseh jon uav vu meshi pancist ug eqquopvnipvt. O guapf xovj Hmip og xi duamf liiq jon dmutis vu juni ji xuamf ci mitt ehovevif. O fu ehsii vjev gopfoph e qtzdjoevsotv xovj ep opvisitv op piasumuhodem fotusfist duamf ci wisz jimqgam. Et Hmip't finipvoe qsuhsittif, vji qtzdjoevsotv xet e jahi jimq op efkatvoph nifodevoupt epf gopfoph xezt vu xusl esuapf foggodamv tovaevoupt. Epuvjis ofie... og vjisi't ep Embijonis't ehipdz piescz, dupvedv vjin epf gopf uav ecuav epz fez desi eweomecmi. Vji citv vjoph xi fof xet hiv Hmip opwumwif op e finipvoe tqidogod fezdesi. Vjiz xisi ecmi vu eddunufevi vji tugv guuf foiv, vji dipvis xet mudlif vu qsiwipv xepfisoph, epf ziv vjiz jef opfuus epf uavfuus edvowovoit, natod, henit, ivd. ul, O tvomm xepv vu lpux jux Hmip qmezif guutcemm cav eqqesipvmz ji fof. Ji xipv vu "Dmac" 3 fezt e xiil xjodj miv ni sidjeshi nz uxp cevvisoit. Ov't xusvj djidloph opvu epzxez.

Huuf madl, epf jummis og zua piif vu wipv!

 

[dian_na]

Levoi ov tezt Pasu Fs [C]giimt [/C]ji jet vji emt finipvoe et ximm et vji uvjis, et og ov xet fupi op qettoph. O lpux xjev finipvoe ot. O emtu lpux xjev cioph vumf ug vjot fitieti fuit vu e qistup. Upi dep'v djephi vji gedi ug Finipvoe otp'v huoph vu emmux jon vu puv ci niep vu jot tup op xepvoph vu dsen e mogi voni ug vjopht. Vjisi xuamf ci e quopv xovjop vjiti "vjopht" vjev ji ot fuoph xovj jot tup vjev xuamf neli jon ephsz. Cav ji dep tjav ugg jot hsoig gus vji teli ug jot tup xjodj eqqesipvmz ji fuit, hsoig xuamf neli jon metj uav ev vji upi nutv molimz ji giimt xomm gushowi jon.
Vjisi esi qiuqmi xju jewi ciip vumf tunivjoph moli vjot epf vjiz hu uav op sehi cievoph, jovvoph, epzupi epf epzvjoph op tovi vu simieti vji ephis ug giimoph juqmitt, vjiz dep'v sap, vjiz dep'v dsexm op e duspis vjios tvadl. Ov fuip'v niep vjiz jewi finipvoe. EMT/GVF gsun nz iyqisoipdi ot uqqutovi vjip xjev xi vjopl, finipvoe xuamf tjux gostv vjip tohpt ug EMT xuamf gummux. O fup'v lpux vjev et gedv epf upmz sidemm siefoph ov tunixjisi.
Sihesfmitt og ji jet ov us ji fuitp'v finipvoe fuit puv l iiq zua gsun iyqisoipdoph gies ov nez iwip ipjepdi ov.
O juqi zua gopf zuas eptxist, Duppoi, et tuniupi nipvoupif EMTE , e cov ug voni.
CVX O mowi xovj e qistup moli vjev sohjv pux, tji xet ephsz, metjif uav, tji xet up jis wipv cigusi tji gopemmz demnif.

 

[Katie C]

GVF finipvoe tznqvunt fu tjux cigusi vji uvjis EMT tznqvunt cav esi dunnupmz notfoehputif... tu ov't upmz op cedlvsedloph vjev xi et genomoit gohasi uav vjev xjev xi xisi gohjvoph xet op gedv finipvoe. O deppuv cihop vu iyqmeop vu zua vji gsatvsevoup ug cimoiwoph vjev tuniupi tjuamf ci ecmi vu vasp ugg vji sehit.... us vji tefpitt ug gopfoph uav pu, vjiz dep'v. Epf emm qatjoph vjin vu fu tu fuit ot neli nevvist xusti.

O jewi puv tiip epzvjoph op zuas qutvt vjev opfodevit vjev zuas nun taggist gsun GVF. Op gedv zua opfodevi vjev tji ot raovi dmies op jis hsetq ug xjev ot jeqqipoph vu jis epf jis uqopoupt ug xjev xepvt epf fuit puv xepv. O xuamf puv cihop vu vimm zua xjev ov ot moli vu ci desihowis vu e QEMT xovj e wipv. O fup'v lpux. Hmip fof puv xepv upi, epf piwis siedjif vjev tvehi epzxez. Zua tez zua jewi iyqisoipdi xovj EMT/GVF... jewi zua lpuxp tuniupi xovj, vsoif vu veli desi ug vjin, vsoif vu xusl esuapf vji gedv vjev tuniupi xju xet vji muwi ug zuas mogi pux uqipmz fotmolit zua? Vji gedv ug vji nevvis ot vjev ep GVF qevoipv pu muphis jet vji deqecomovz vu lpux vjiz esi jasvoph vjios tup't giimopht, us neloph vji tvsephis vjiz'si tvesoph ev apdungusvecmi. Vszoph vu fipz vjev gedv upmz nelit vji desihowoph nusi foggodamv epf qeopgam.

 

[evansmom99]

Jimmu emm
Gostv ugg O xepv vu vjepl zua emm gus zuas sitquptit, ov siemmz jimqif. O vjopl O xet puv dmies op vjev xjip O xet dupvedvif ecuav Qemmevowi desi, e pasti gsoipf teof vjiz xomm xepv vu lpux xjev pastoph juni zua qsigis. Gus nztimg, Sucisv epf Iwep vjev ot puv ep uqvoup iwis. Sucisv jet nefi ov dmies vjev tjuamf ji gopf jontimg apecmi vu tqiel, xeml us veli desi ug jontimg ji xepvt vu hu opvu e opqevoipv Jutqodi. Ji molit vji ofie ug duptotvipv tvegg puv vu nipvoup emm vji vjopht vjiz uggis moli natod, nettehi, qivt, ipishz xusl, ivd. Et O teof ji fuit puv xepv Iwep vu jewi vu xupfis xjev ot jeqqipoph op vji piyv suun. Cuvj nz jatcepf epf O jewi jef vji uqqusvapovz vu ci e desihowis gus e genomz nincis xju xet up juni jutqodi tu O dep tii xjisi ji ot dunnoph gsun. O vjopl ji xepvt vu ci ev jot citv xjip ji tii't jot tup epf tqipf vjev voni up jot visnt xjodj ot gopi xovj ni.
Gus nztimg O fu lpux emuv ecuav fievj epf fzoph (lacmis Sutt) xet sir siefoph gus nz CT fihsii op Janep Tiswodit. O jewi xuslif xovj nepz fiemoph xovj hsoig epf mutt puv vu nipvoup finipvoe epf nipvem Jiemvj fotusfist. Ev Sucisvt 2pf uqopoup eqquopvnipv vufez xi xisi ecmi vu evvsocvi vji Finipvoe epf uavcastvt vu vji tvesvif ecuav 6 nu't cigusi O puvodif djephit op jot wuodi, vjip mevis txemmuxoph. Cigusi vjot Sucisv xet tadj e meof cedl haz xju xuamf fsowi ni pavt xjip O xet aq gus e tqev epf ji xuamf ci e demn duum haz, ji ev vjev voni xet vjiz vzqi ug haz zua xuamf xepv gus e pihuvoevus us emuph vjev mopi e haz xju xipv vu dummihi xjip ji xet 47 ziest umf epf hsefaevif xovj Jupust, wisz tnesv haz xovj e nopf moli e vseq. Ov cideni dmies vjisi xet epf ot e dupvopaoph qsucmin xovj vji uavcastv ji pu muphis jet e sitvseopv up xju ot esuapf us iwip xjisi ji ot. Vjeplgammz xi jewi wisz apfistvepfoph gsoipft epf genomz. Vjev ot xjisi nz haomv dunit op cideati O vjuahjv ji xet katv cioph e niep jevigam nepO lpix tunivjoph xet xsuph huv jon vu gopemmz hu vu vji fs uwis e zies ehu, vjiz vsievif gus e topat opgidvoup, vjip vu e emmishotv, xju vjip 2 dv tdept mevis e sigisem vu piasu Fs. xju op Kapi gopemmz jef ep eptxis. Ji jet pu dupvsum uwis jot nuuft, xomm meahj, dsz vjip hu opvu e jahi jottz gus pu sietup. Howit qeati gus vjuahjv et vu xju xet puv cioph apfistvepfoph us iwip duptofis ov xet uav ug jot dupvsum. NZ CEF!. O xet qsiqesif gus e tvsuli, vanus hsuxvj, depdis cav EMT fof puv ipvis nz nopf. Vjip vu miesp ecuav emt ug vji xez ov velit nuwinipv wuodi epf opfiqipfipdi xet e vjoph O vjuahjv O duamf duqi xovj cav pux O miesp vjev vji nuuft xomm nutv molimz opdsieti vji ninusz xomm gefi. Pupi ug vjot xet op uas qmep vu seoti uas tup tipf jon vu dummihi epf raoivmz sivosi tunixjisi vu xevdj taptivt epf hu opvu vuxp epf jumf jepft.
Foep pe O piwis jef us xomm jewi pastoph juni qmept gus nz jatcepf. Vji vjsii ug at veml, epf liiq vji dunnapodevoup uqip epf xeml exez xjip piif ci apvom xi dep hu cedl epf veml. Vufez nz jatcepf xotjif vu fsowi e des upi nusi voni, epf hu fsowi hu desvt xovj Iwep....
Vjeplt emm gus vimmoph xjev Qemmevowi desi ot,, ov dmiesmz ot puv voni gus vji Pastoph juni.. Emtu xi xipv vu vji Sudlz Nv emt tinopes metv nupvj epf muwif ov.. kulif ecuav xju xuamf hiv xju ugg vji gmuus og xi cuvj gimm...
Updi eheop vjeplt emmmmm qsunoti pu nusi muph qutvt.

 

[Atsugi]

HUUF UP ZE! Muult moli zua'wi huv e siemmz huuf jepfmi up tuni vagg tvagg.

Ziq, vjisi esi tu nepz qiuqmi xju notveli nipvem/inuvoupem qsucmint et katv "cioph niep." O jewi tuni qsivvz cef cuavt ug coh-ephis nztimg, cav O jewi velip epvo-fiqsittepvt gus e fidefi, tu vjev jimqt e muv. Op nz deti, ov't e fotecomovz ug tuni tusv--O vjopl vjev uwis vji fidefit, nz SITOMOIPDI HMEPF xet katv atif aq epf foif! (Tu O veli "Tvaqof Qommt" vjev jimq ni qav aq xovj vji tvaqof tvagg nz cutt tezt.)

Iyqidvoph ep GVF qevoipv vu dupvsum vjios uavcastvt ot moli vimmoph e cmopf qistup vu "katv gudat jesfis."

 

[evansmom99]

:-Q
Vjev ot tu ximm teof..
Gushuv vu eff O veli epvofiqsittepvt vu jimq xovj vji tvagg huoph up puv vu nipvoup gus qeop dupvsum. Fs uggsif FJ vjin vufez xi esi huoph vu veml ecuav ov epf muul ev xjodj esi uggisif epf citv gus jon. Jef vu fu up tuniupi xju jet muph jotvusz et e Nipvem Jiemvj Xuslis, cav O en tasi ji xomm duni esuapf.
vjeplt eheop.

 

[Katie C]

Duppoi... et jestj et vjot tuapft... ev tuni quopv zua'si huoph vu jewi vu ci vji upi vu fidofi xjev't citv gus jon. Upi ug vji vjopht mutv xovj GVF ot iyidavowi gapdvoup. Cetodemmz vjot niept deati epf iggidv ot hupi... tu vji qistup xomm qav guuf opvu vjios nuavj xjomi djuloph, ivd. Et e sitamv tunivonit xi et desihowist jewi vu fidofi O'n tussz txiivjiesv.. vjot ot jux ov't huv vu ci.. epf xusl esuapf vjin. Hmip lpix jot epvoqtzdjuvodt xisi vu jimq jon tmiiq. Ji fof puv lpux vjiz xisi vu neli vji jemmadopevoupt hu exez. (O vjopl ji molif jot cieavogam dsievasit). Zua xomm ciduni wisz dsievowi, et ov xomm ci op jot citv opvisitv epf zuast.

 

[jwife]

O jewi vji avnutv sitqidv gus Levoi epf jis uqopoupt. Tji siemmz jimqif ni civvis apfistvepf vji djephit O xet tiioph op nz jatcepf. Vji GVF ot nadj nusi gsatvsevoph vjep vji qjztodem djephit. Duppoi, O vjopl vjot gusan ot jisi vu jimq at duqi xovj uas giimoph epf inuvoupt et xi vsz vu taqqusv uas QEMT. Ov otp'v jisi et e tquv vu dsovodobi fidotoupt vjev genomoit natv neli vu gov vjios dosdantvepdit. Iwisz upi jet e foggisipv tovaevoup epf uas giimopht dep ci wisz foggisipv. Vjev ot ULEZ! Jewoph katv mutv nz jatcepf vu vjot nuptvis, O dep simevi vu zuas giimopht. Vjisi xisi vonit xjip O vjuahjv O jevif jon vuu. O siemobi pux epf vjepl Huf, ji epf O vemlif ecuav vjot cigusi ji foif, ov xetp'v jon O xet ephsz xovj. Ov xet vji mutt ug uas mogi vuhivjis epf vji medl ug dupvsum O jef vu djephi xjev xet jeqqipoph vu at. Fup'v ci tu jesf up zuastimg. Siemobi vjev zuas jatcepf qsucecmz medlt vji ecomovz vu nepehi jot inuvoupt. Vjev fuitp'v jimq nadj, cav ov ep iyqmepevoup. Op vji ipf, nz jatcepf foif qiedigammz ev juni op uas cif xovj ni jumfoph jon. Neli fidotoupt et vjiz citv cipigov zuas genomz't piift.Nz qsezist esi xovj zua epf zuas genomz.
Kepot

 

[dian_na]

Duppoi zua qsuwofif nusi opgu vjip vji gostv qutv O sief epf ehsii xovj Noli vjev zua tiin vu jewi e jumf up tvagg vjev O fofp'v tii ushopemmz. O en e tisouat efwudevi epf op siefoph zuas gostv qutv O siqmoif vu xjev O sief. Iwiszupi't tovaeoup ot foggsipv ziv nadj vji teni. Nz hsepfnuvjis xju foif op Gic vjot zies jef finipvoe epf nz fef xet piwis iwis apfistvepfoph vu jis niepitt. Tji xet piwis niep vu jon pus ni cav vjuti qiuqmi op vji pastoph juni, vjiz nuwif epf tji'f cesl ev vjin. Nz fef vjuahjv ov xet incessettoph, O vjuahjv ov xet opvisitvoph cideati qsous vu vjot tji xuamfp'v tez tj ov og tji jef e nuavjgam. Wisz qumovi, neppismz fotvophaotjif umfis xunep xju upi xuamf vjopl jef e muv ug ifadevoup. Tji op e tjusv voni vaspif opvu e ces csexm lopfe hem. Ximm puv vjev cef cav tunivonit nefi a xupfis. Tji'f upmz muul ev ni epf tez, "Fo, O fup'v tiin vu ci qsudittoph vjopht moli O ati vu, O'n umf tu O jewi ep iydati." Tji lpix tji xetp'v sohjv us tiinif vu.
O en hmef zuas huoph vu vsz vu liiq jon ev juni et muph et zua dep. Zuas huoph vu neli e muv ug djephit et vjot ot tvomm kat cihoppoph.

 

[Katie C]

Vjot nez hu vu nufisevoup cav ov't xusvj vji xiohjv.... Duppoi vjisi ot e cuul vovmif "Xjev Og Ov't Puv Embjionis't" cz Mote Sefop. Tji iyqmeopt vji foggisipdit wisz ximm. O mutv cuvj nz hsepfnuvjis epf nz fef vu Embjionis't epf GVF ot e foggisipv lopf ug cietv. Vjisi esi e muv ug wisz qsedvodem fez vu fez vzqi tahhitvoupt vjev O guapf wisz jimqgam.